In the bible (in the book of Matthew), Jesus told his followers, "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." I used to struggle to figure out where I was on this one. I struggled because I hadn't any enemies (at least none of which I was aware) and hadn't been persecuted, let alone mistreated in any form of the word. Praise God! I am so incredibly blessed. However, this led me to ask myself, "Am I prepared to obey God when I am put in the situation to do so and if not, how do I prepare?"
Similarly, God has spared me from betrayal, abuse, rejection and the host of horrible experiences that can leave people wounded, full of anger, sadness, vengeance and therefor, making it difficult for them to embrace forgiveness. I know God wants us to forgive our debtors. I so desperately want to obey His commands, but just haven't had an opportunity to practice. So my worry was "God, what if I am not good at forgiveness? What if I can't do it?" Forgiving my sister when she forgets to call me back for the third time is much different than...oh, I don't even want to give an example, but you know what I mean.
However, I am trying to stop wondering and worrying. I know the truth. There will be trouble in this world. I am going to worship and believe in His promises of faithfulness, comfort, help, guidance and peace. I believe what He says in 2 Corinthians 12:9 - "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
Beth Ann
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