A Shot of God

What do you do when your family, friends, and loved ones are going through difficult times?

Is it me or does it seem like the past month has been filled with tragedy, grief, and uncertainty? I used to "turtle up" and wait for these circumstances to pass. I now find myself seeking God's word and will. The problem I have come across is sometimes I don't like God's plan. I'm struggling with "Why?" Why now? Why did you allow that to happen? Why did you not stop that?" I feel so guilty that I even question His plan, but I do. I want to know Him. I want to hear His voice, so that no matter how terrifying the situation I will feel His presence comforting me and all those involved.

I am in a season of finding scripture to answer the "Why?" questions. I wish I was in a season of celebration. Maybe I need to celebrate God more and stop worrying about the unexplainable. That is His job. I want to exit this season and start pursuing His love again with excitement and expectancy.

I need vaccinated with God.

Mark